WENN MIR EINER seinen Besuch ansagt, erschreckt er mich. Ich will seinen Besuch nicht. Das kann ich nicht sagen. Mein Leiden nimmt zu, bis zu seinem Eintritt. Wenn er hereinkommt, bin ich völlig wund. Um ihn nicht spüren zu lassen, wie wenig ich seinen Besuch ertrage, hindere ich ihn immer wieder am Gehen. Erst nachts um drei, wenn wir beide erschöpft sind, darf er hinaus. Ich fall in mein Bett und weine vor Freude.
Martin Walser, in Der letzte Kirschkern. Kleine Sammlung kurzer Texte
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